Why the rush

I wish certain hours could last longer.
I just never seem to ever spend enough time on the things I want/need/would like to do.
Sigh.
This morning seemed to have past too quickly for my liking.

A levels. A levels.

It’s crazy to think that I’ve supposedly graduated from college already.
Though I probably won’t feel it till my very last paper.
It feels weird, thinking that I technically wouldn’t have to go to school anymore. Somehow some way that just doesn’t exactly feel right.
I know, I’ve never liked being in school anyway.
But it just doesn’t feel right.

I have never liked counting down either. I can’t remember if I had a countdown to when O levels were going to begin. I think there was one as a class.
Thinking back now, everything seems to be a blur. I don’t quite like that either.
Getting back to topic, I started doing a countdown for A levels.
Not till the end of it, I dare not envision that because I dare not think about how I’d be feeling. I dare not think about the process.
Now it’s down to 24 more days.
Barely a month.
Time is going to fly.

Are you ready?

 

What’s taking Friday so long?

School has been.. school.
Not that good, but that’s normal.
Days have been the usual, draining.
Some days more demoralising than others. Some days more tolerable.
But I believe all of us are used to all of it already.

Tomorrow’s going to be a long day in school.
Dreadful.

My stomach still feels funny tonight.
I think I really ate something wrong. :(

And well, I’m feeling really tired but I’m dropping by while going to print things in awhile.
The days seem to drag by.
Yet at the end of the week, it can feel like the week flew by.
How is that possible?

Time is short.
There really is so many things I would like to do once I get over and done with As.
Too many things.
I can’t wait.
But As are pretty much screwing me up while it’s drawing closer.

Gotta. Keep. Fighting.

 

Priceless lunch.

Guess who I met today!

After about a whole year (Not counting Speech Day), we finally met up with each other!
We met an Ion Orchard.
Honestly, that place is nice, but not nice.
I think I’m one of the weirdest person, but I just try not to go to Orchard most of the time.
It’s an acl thing.
Okay so maybe that place is nicer than not nice.
But I don’t like seeing people I know when I’m out.
In the first one hour I was at Ion, I already saw 6 people I knew.
I have to apologize that I’m such a (I don’t know what, anti-social maybe).
To some others, it’s no big deal seeing someone you know out, and it might be one of the loveliest things.
But to me, I just, don’t quite like it.
Unless it’s someone I’m comfortable with.
That’d make my day.

But alright, that’s besides the point!

Had lunch together with Claire, Evelyn and Shirlene.
You know how people say its difficult to forget how others make you feel?
While having lunch, it was like going back in the years where we would go for breaks together.
It reminded me of the times we’ve spent together, be it laughing, being there for one another or anything else.
Maybe what I meant was it was like going back in the years where you know, they were just there, behind me where I sat in class.
Mmm.
So we talked talked talked about what has been happening in our different schools.
Of course, gossiping too, hahah, and ranted about the unhappy times.

It felt like we were walking different paths, like we’re all growing old, deciding what we want to do in future.
Don’t you find it scary as the years past?
Time is merciless.
Sigh.

We left the restaurant after a long long while and went to walk around.
The day ended early when Claire left because she still had something on.

I hope we get to meet again soon!
(MARINA BARRAGE TO FLY KITE!)
Only after I meet the people I miss, do I realise how much I missed them.
Ah, all the awesome people.
I had a great time today!

 

Sometimes, time scares me.

Hope you’ve had a lovely 101010!
I guess I was too ‘blinded’ by special patterned dates like 101010, 080910 that I forgot something.
Every date, doesn’t repeat itself.
When it’s gone, it’s gone.
So why should ‘special’ dates be the ones who get more notice and more efforts on being a good day.
That should happen just, everyday.

 

Just too scary when the intuitions are dead on.

Today marks the end of MSA 2!
I’m glad it’s over.
Though I can’t guarantee a comeback nor a all clear, heh.
I just hope I’m not in trouble.

Come to think of it, the school term is coming to an end.
Which also goes to say that promos are coming soon.
The year really is flying by, and that is really, quite scary.
About 10 months ago I was in a school hall taking my O levels.
Hmm. It doesn’t feel that far away, neither does it feel recent.

Alright, I’m not making any sense.
All I know is, I’m craving for yami yoghurt and I want to go shopping. :(

 

Sorry, I lack courage.

Nowadays, everytime I accidentally doze off, I wake up feeling really cranky.
I don’t like how I waste my hours because I end up falling asleep.
And I woke up and saw that I had so many unanswered messages just now.
I’m really sorry to all.
Like if I were them, I’ll be very impatient waiting for replies.
I’m okay with late replies depending on the situation.
But I’d rather not send late replies.

What happened to being text maniacccc ):
I’m becoming more zombiefied each day,
Hellllllllllllp, I don’t want. ):

Did I mention I woke up to so many undone work.
I don’t know what to do about PW, whether to just scrape the idea ):
She like put me down until I can’t go lower, when she still added a AE/ME.
She is so two-faced and rude.
Excuse me, you aren’t the only human, we are humans too.

 

I need answers.

I’ll probably, blog, on Monday or Sunday if my brother won’t be home.
I know it’ll be a long while but, heh, hopefully I still remember what I want to blog about for prom and whichever special event that happened after.

Something’s wrong with fb too anyway.
Have people help me tag others on my photos for the class bbq.
I think the notifications couldn’t cope.
I had 99. Then 28. Then 83.
So I won’t be going there for awhile either.

And I need some time thinking.
Soul searching, if you’d call that.

Oh you know what, I really miss the time at the hotel.
I felt it was more of a highlight for me during prom day than prom itself.
Okay wait, tell you about it another time!

 

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Could time stop for awhile.
Just awhile today, please.

 

Are you asleep?

The other day I saw a tweet that showed Creative 404 pages.
If you didn’t know, 404 pages are error pages when the site is non-existent already or something like that.
&I thought it was really cool.
Some of the pages were cute too.
I wanted to use it for acl@blogspot but I saved the hassle.
If you’d like to check it out, you can click on this. :D

I wonder how the Blogathon went out at TANGS today.
It sure sounded interesting.
24 hours of blogging straight with 10 minutes of toilet break every 2 hours and stuff.

Do you knowwwww.
I don’t like being really occupied with school.
Everyday I get home, I’ve to focus on getting homework done.
Maybe studying for a test.
And then it continues till night.
If I get lucky, maybe I’ll have some time to get a breather.

I don’t like how school occupies so much of us.
It may be a student’s life we all have to surrender to but don’t you think it’s a bit..
[I can't find the word for it.]

Everyone gets busy because of School. Work. Papers.
It annoys me.

Sigh.
How, how.

So many things, so little time.
Yeah maybe I waste my time as well.
But come on.

Tomorrow will be a tedious day.
Arghhhhhhhhh.

PS, What if I become too afraid to fall asleep? Many bad dreams recently. x.x