I don’t like when it starts to feel funny to write.
Like I have to ‘re-learn’ how to write again.
It feels the same for the ball point pens but I lost touch with my 0.28s and that kinda sucks, sigh.
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Time to start writing
Disoriented in an all different way
I really, feel, so, horrible.
And this is not healthy.
It just feels so foreign when suddenly everything’s just, empty.
Omg, please kill me now. :’(
Possession.
Obscurebrown@wp turns 2 today! Just saying hehe.
Well, I’d consider this the first week of school after the holidays.
It’s only midweek and my entire soul is thoroughly drained.
I knew things were going to get crazier. Just didn’t know how I will react to it, and whether I even can.
Always glad to those who offer encouragements.
Always thankful to those who are always just there and around.
Things are not going to be easy.
But I didn’t say impossible, did I?
All right, gotta work gotta work gotta work.
I’ve been thinking about Harry Potter rawr I want to watch it but I don’t know if I will get to and I don’t know if I should wait for 3 weeks. Hmmmm.
Ouch
I woke up this morning, very motivated to go for a swim.
The weather was threatening but it got better.
And then I was all packed up and ready to go.
The wait for the bus felt longer than usual.
Reached my stop and was all pumped up like “yes yes yes I’m finally gonna get to swim” and I wanted to clear my head.
Then guess what. :’(
Delta’s closed till July for renovations.
I was so disappointed and I didn’t know what to do.
And probably got so disappointed I was a little depressed.
It ruined my June plans!
Hello, anyone wanna build me a private indoor swimming pool? :( :(
Zpam.
Today feels like a spam post day.
Actually, after having said something, I’d tend to do the opposite.
Like how I said “All right, gotta hit the books today.”, it’s already noon and I’ve been either on my laptop or my phone.
Just like how I said today will be spam post day, not so sure now, haha.
You know, my grandma is 78 this year.
She admitted into the hospital on the 2nd of June which is 02-06-2011.
Her birthday’s on the 6th of February which is 06-02-1933.
She is in room number 26.
She has the number 2 and 6 on her birth date.
And I love the number 26.
Are these really just mere coincidences?
It doesn’t just happen in this case, there’re others too.
Actually that’s all besides the point.
She’s 78 and yesterday would have been the first time she ate cherries and strawberries.
Some would believe it or not find it surprising.
Grandma was so cute when she ate her fruits.
And I don’t know, she’s just.. so amazing.
Also, I remember being told then when the doctor was just checking on my grandma’s alertness etc, he asked her what her IC number is and she said, “See the IC lor”, which was in his hands.
Which probably meant that she doesn’t remember it as there’s no use to.
Then so the doctor asked, “Okay, when is your birthday?”
And she said, “Hahaha, I don’t know.”
Ahhh, gosh.
Those nights have been missed.
Haven’t spoken properly to my mom for awhile now.
Home haven’t been a pleasant place to be in the past week or more.
I’m either snapping or really just suppressing so much unhappiness that I am afraid of the day I explode.
I don’t understand most of the theories my dad come up with.
Don’t understand the point of my mom saying and doing certain things.
Don’t understand the excuses they give us where they are entitled to do certain things while we are not even though, its the same things.
Could be about setting the example.
Could be about some rebellious side of me appearing.
I don’t know.
I love my parents all the same.
But you know, sometimes, it’s just.. Not there.
Another trip back in time.
Spamming @Jkoeyy because all the jrt memories are flooding back.
It’s crazyyyy. :’)
Hi distractions.
A change of theme!
Something was bugging me, I just had to have a change of theme heh.
It’s been a crazy week.
I’m so thankful that tomorrow is Friday because I won’t be able to continue with my vicious cycle of sleeping hours.
I realised I haven’t talked about the tuesday I fell sick.
And it makes me feel quite dumb to bring it up now.
Hmm, I’ll consider mentioning it.
My life probably gets no further than mundane after all.
Not really, but you know, yes really, somewhere there.
Alright back to work!
While that video plays,
Civics class now and so many things are going to be happening this week and only this week.
MSAs this week, which I don’t know what I’m going to do about.
A lot of catching up but I should stop harping on this, because it merely adds too much unnecessary stress.
Afterall I just keep thinking about it, not doing anything about it, grrr.
Aunt’s coming to Singapore for the first time and I want to be around then because it’s only those few days she’ll be here and I’d think that this is crucial for my mom, having not seen her sister for too long already.
I want to make her vacation here a fun and significant one, heh.
More remedial lessons, more catching up, more events.
&I was kept awake last night because my dog (Jack) snores too loudly. :(
I feel bad for chasing her off my bed but you know, I woke up at 0333 and almost refused to go back to sleep.
Hectic week ahead. I hope it’ll be fine.
I HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON FY! :(
Its crazy to revisit the times.
This might make me sound like I’m insane.
I feel like either running, playing basketball or volleyball right now.
&Its just a few minutes to midnight.
I must be weirdly weird.
And well, the saddest thing about Sundays, is that the next day is Monday.
Sigh.
Ps, I HOPE CAMP WAS AWESOME, FY!
I’ll be fine on my own.
I think.
Today I woke up feeling all x.x
Firstly I can’t believe I’m flying off tomorrow.
Secondly my eye had infection.
It was really uncomfortable.
Feels like my whole eye is swollen.
And then I see the membrane again just that it looks misplaced.
And it cuts at my pupil.
Which mean depending on where I look, it’s as if it’s a second lens.
Then vision gets blurrry and all.
I dislike eye infections.
And I was just wondering if that was a sign.
Feeling much better now already though.
