Empty.

It’s still quite unbelievable that Pw has ended.
Yesterday was quite an experience but very tiring.
I was hoping that our group’s energy will still stay because we were the last of groups to present.
I can’t remember much of the entire thing.
I stood there, and somehow I got scared.
But I believe I did what I had to do and I did what I could with what I had.

Oh yes, I realised, I can’t wake up early anymore.
It’s like my body refuses to.
I feel quite weird about it.
Because it feels like I’m losing purpose.

 

So, tomorrow’s the day!

How will you be concluding your PW journey?
Sounds quite retarded eh.

When PW first started, the very initial impression, I thought I might like it.
(Haha, okay I may be a real retard, or maybe I’m just weird.)
But halfway through the start (Preliminary Ideas), I despised it.
Then it became quite a chore.
And I started to take Pw lessons as lessons I could relax in and take my time.

However, after Lynn left, I thought to myself, this won’t do, better start cracking!
And I felt that I did what I can for Pw and my group, so I’ll have no regrets whatsoever.

Of course, we may stumble and fall, we make mistakes, but we manage to make things work!

Hopefully, it ends much better than how it started.
I can’t believe it’s tomorrow.

Let’s not fear, for fear is contagious.
We’ll help each other, everyone.
We’ll give each other the confidence we all need.
&We’ll end it well.

All the bestttt, s24!

 

Would you rather?

I don’t like hearing the howling of the wind through the thin gaps of the windows that were not closed properly.
The wind’s really strong, something on the levels above me dropped with a loud BOOM and I could feel the floor vibrate.
It’s probably going to rain really heavily soon.
Then it’ll be so awful to get out of bed early in the morning when the weather is perfect for sleeping in.

It’s 0156 now and I just bathed.
Sucks because I was too tired the moment I came home, I really couldn’t get anything done.
No matter where I sat, all that was in my head was ‘sleep’.
So I eventually had a 4 hour nap.
Disastrous.
It shouldn’t even be called a nap.

Brother called from Australia when I was in school today.
I was too caught up with pw to ask if he was okay. :(

 

More than one reason behind the sigh

Everything was driving me nuts today, although something special did happen.
BUT STILL, EVERYTHING IS STILL DRIVING ME NUTS.

Sigh.

Wasted so much time in the afternoon.
So much disappointment.
A whole lot of helplessness.
But they call this life, don’t they?

I hope I’m still keeping sane.

I can’t wait for PW and Chinese to be over.

Some say they rather do promos then do pw.
That didn’t really surprise me but I felt that both are as bad.
But actually I just wanted to use that as an example.
Guess we humans are always like that, it’s like an inevitable behaviour for some, or maybe many of us.
We feel that we rather go through something else then what we are currently going through.
But where is the basis of comparison?
Wouldn’t you be saying the same thing when you are eventually faced with A levels or something and anything major and important?

I was thinking about that on my way home today.
And it just made me feel really silly.
Why do we do that?
Are we trying to make ourselves feel worse?

As said, it’s all in the mind.

Learn to help yourself.

I like that. ^
That’s what kept me going during the Final Examinations period.

Disclaimer:
I think I ranted quite a bit, I’m not sure if I made sense.
Pardon me if I didn’t.
I don’t mean any offence either way as well.

 

The familiar silhouette

Only when I left school did I notice how bad the haze has become.
According to CNA, from a PSI of 56 at 16:00, it shot up to 83 at 19:00.
At first when I saw the state of the haze, I thought it was quite cool. (I don’t know why).
But after awhile, it wasn’t so cool anymore.
The air was awful.

Anyway, as usual PW and Chinese leaves me exhausted. :(
I don’t like the worn-out feeling.
I feel like I’m gradually stretching myself dry.
I’ve been sleeping more (from the accidental KOs), but I’m still as tired everyday.

Rawr.

Oh oh oh yes,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LETISHA!

 

You and I both

School has been so pw-chinese-sy.
After all that is the main focus for end of year.

Pw may seem like an easy pushover (Probably the wrong expression), but it’s really draining.
Sometimes it might get a little exciting when everyone starts coming up with promising ideas though, hah.
Other then that pw seems like a, (though I don’t wish to say), burden.
The next few days will have many hours devoted to pw-chinese-pw-chinese.
Rawwwwr.
It’s getting crazy.

I don’t like the suspense about the results thing.
It makes everything so uncertain and I really don’t know what to think.
After reviewing the papers, (though I probably stoned most of the time during the review), I have the feeling that my results can really go either way.
But still, they won’t let us know anything, not till 25th of October.
What a dragggggg.
Dread dread dreading but I need to know.

 

Need for a favour

Howdy!
I do need help for a little something and I hope that whoever reading this could do me a favour.
I’ve an online survey which I need to get responses for.
It’s a short one which requires no long answers as they are all multiple choice questions.
Also, there are only 10 questions.
So please do help!

Here’s the link,
Do to have it Yourself! Survey

Thanks in advance! [: