I only just remembered, why things are so complicated.
Something said on 5th February that got my mind made up.
Then something else said on 9th May that made be think otherwise, forgetting 5th of February.
Got those Monday blues, and I don’t know why.
Msa has ended!
I couldn’t wait for it to be over.
Now that msa is over, I really feel much better.
A whole load of stress is off.
That doesn’t mean that there’s no load on my shoulders now but I’m so tired, my whole mind is blank and my body is shutting down.
I don’t even feel like moving anymore.
I know I have to keep working on my studies if I really wanna do well.
Everyone tells me about how things will only get worse.
But, don’t let the stress bite.
BITE THE STRESS.
(Alright, I don’t think my sentences make sense I’m incoherent my eyelids are heavy my fingers are tired of typing and I think I should just, yes, go away first.)
Must keep fighting.
Just one more thing, there’s too much noise in my head again.
I’m worrying about a lot of things and doing things I shouldn’t and all that sigh okay need to sleep, soon.
I was just wondering.
If the words “A bit” and “too” are used together, will they be contradicting each other?
“Maybe just a bit too square.”
Shouldn’t it be, “Maybe just too square.”
Or how about, “Maybe just a little square.”
It was a random thought.
English being English,
I’m confusing myself.
Phobias to overcome, habits to rid.
Everything sounds very scary now.
And I don’t know how I’m supposed to feel.
Tired and confused.
If only,
Well the photo’s dirty but I really liked it.
Mom liked it so much last time she displayed it at the shop that’s why the dirt. :/
Alright maybe honey water will help me get to sleep soon.
Well, and sorry.
Wasn’t. Alright.
