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acl — Fri, 27 Jan 2012 23:58:24 +0000

I met FY for a brief few hours yesterday.
I don’t like how it makes me feel knowing that she can’t even remember when she last slept proper.

But it still felt great finally seeing her again.
And I usually walk away knowing there’s just still so much more I want to tell her about.
I don’t know if leaving it till next time will make me forget.

Whatever the case, do your best for submission!
Thanks for the invite to your family’s dinner but I’m sorry I won’t be able to make it.
And and and, I really hope you get well soon.

(Your kiwi armor needs maintenance checks! In the sense you should review how you’re treating yourself, sigh.)

Can’t stay home.

acl — Tue, 24 Jan 2012 05:20:17 +0000

Koalas sleep up to 18 – 22 hours a time.
And currently I wish I could do just that because having nothing to do sort of kills.
Then the thoughts in the head just start to bring you down.

The dolphin who lost her tail.

acl — Mon, 23 Jan 2012 11:38:42 +0000

Learnt about Winter through the movie Dolphin Tale.
I just felt she brings hope to many many things.

Happy cny.

acl — Mon, 23 Jan 2012 11:28:49 +0000

I find it amusing how, there’s no food during any other day at home, but just way too much food during chinese new year.
I don’t like how much I ate today. And it makes me feel uncomfortable.

In anycase, the first day of cny didn’t go too bad. Not as bad as I expected it to be.

Cny was really much quieter this year, I’m not sure if that’s a good thing or if that’s what all of us wants.
It just somehow didn’t feel right. It felt unbelievable.
Didn’t exactly have new year clothes this time round too but I guess, it doesn’t matter.

I don’t know what else to say.
A simple quiet satisfying cny. I think we all can’t ask for more in anycase.

Hope everyone else is having a good day as well.

Firsts.

acl — Sun, 22 Jan 2012 01:04:01 +0000

Yesterday was quite a day.
A day I almost lost my life, and my first experience at a bar.

So, while leaving home to meet Chinghwee for dinner first, I was walking my usual, maybe a little slower because I was typing a text.
Just that without checking if there were cars behind me, I took the pavement for pedestrians instead of just walking on the road.
And then, BAM. A vase fell just about 1.5 meters away from me, on the road, where I used to walk just about almost everyday.
It seems like there was a loud thud and shattering simultaneously.
It fell really quickly so it must have been from quite high up the building.
Hey, my estate has up to 40 storeys. I just can’t imagine, what would have happened if I was walking a little faster, on the road.

No one was around, and I didn’t know if I should continue up ahead. I looked up and couldn’t see anyone/ anything. I think I stood stunned for quite sometime before just running up ahead.
My heart was just beating really quickly for quite a while.
But really, what if it did hit me?
What happens next?
All those questions were in my head after that incident.

Eventually, I more or less put that away from my mind when we met up with Joey, Mandy, Mark and Sinyee.
And well because I don’t drink, only had a sip that didn’t taste too bad.
And yup. The day went quite fine.

The experience was interesting. And what I more or less expected.
It wasn’t sleazy.
Live bands made it just about impossible to talk.
But at the end of the day I’d say, it’s still not a place I’d go.
I’m not that type of girl.

Then we all headed back at the end of the day. Cab driver that drove us was nice. And yup. Was sent to my door after talking some downstairs.
What a day.