There will be other days.
I expected 31st to be different.
Yes it already was different but I guess I expected more. And I just didn’t expect my body to feel like it’s falling apart.
Spent the day with Chinghwee where we went cycling (despite almost deciding it’s a no go), and we were supposed to have a movie marathon.
The cycling plan finally held out from when we first planned it on 3rd December but at that time it was really a no go.
Unfortunately, my usual ‘illness’ got to me while we were cycling.
Dizzy spells. The bad ones.
I was really close to blacking out, I felt it. And I’m grateful I didn’t.
It came as a shock, since I really thought I was over the phase of having such dizzy spells.
I’ve been doing fine for quite some time already, sigh.
That made both of us uneasy and I just didn’t feel right.
But thank god too that I wasn’t alone.
Nevertheless, I’ve had a great day that was cut short because I wasn’t well.
Even my contact lenses didn’t let me off.
I guess this was just the way 2011 was supposed to end for me.
I can’t keep asking for more. So I’m just thankful, thankful, thankful.
And it truly was a beautiful day.
